attempts to fan the flames

“Josh, after you make enough $$ to pay of your school debt, will you be free? You are too beautiful to hold yourself captive in a game that is not sincere to your heart. Choose a different game. sincerity in thought, word, and action ...” 

Back to this. It’s always back to this.

What’s in loving hating living breathing learning. Kaput. [twenty minute splayed at work] I wanna do the right thing if the right thing means I won’t need ya – It’s only cause of this, of this only cause it hurts. Tear a bullet through it all, rip down my sky cause all I’m waiting for is the word I wanna be what you want me to be but why does it come down to me.

We’re all talk but talking is all I wanna do, I’m leaving tomorrow, leaving this place this time.

Flying on a plane, going insane, cause it’s just us two cause messing up ain't hard if all I can really see is me. Losing my mind, going in circles it’s all cliched. But I’m running to you anyways cause you’re a fake. Cause they all don’t know what they don’t mean to say.

C: It’s all really loud in here.

And I can’t hear anything. Cause you, you’re so clear [dear] Wanna be free and it’s crazy I’m all that’s left of me.